Saturday, January 7, 2012

I rode today WITH HELMET and Friend close

Had a great day at friends barn and RODE!!! I got midnite out of pasture ALONE!!! Then tied and groomed her--brushes and picked her hooves ALONE!!! :)))) saddled her ALONE..Friend, Barbara the barn manager, watched me and double checked saddle!!! Then I bridled her, barb helped due had to change headstall ... Another Friend the owner of midnight not there but I used her saddle on her horse :))
Barb took this pics even videos on my iPhone and said I looked great and like I was having fun good time, rode correctly too-heels done and in good balanced position !!! :)))

Had to take rest and drink water after 45 min ride (barb told how long I rode) then back on :))

Got back on so a young girl that boards her horse and sons pony there could see me ride.. She had asked if I was balanced etc when she came there and we were talking bout me riding midnight!! She barrel races, but think I had been told she was a jockey pony rider years ago (so must likely talented)... She too said I looked good, balanced, happy even talented :)) she was happy and proud of me for me

Lee the friend that's owner showed up and got to see me riding :))) during my second go on midnight!!! She so happy too and excited that I rode!!!

Another boarders mom came and saw me riding... Excited and pleased happy too!!!

They each shared how seeing me ride was and how they each felt and saw!! :)) GO BRITA!!!
Oh I did the riding on my own though Barb watched not far!! Awww the right side of my brain WORKED greatly.. Talents skills experiences etc just came to me and did this did that!! Like I was teaching myself and or exercising, training, conditioning Midnight!!

Thank you Lord!!! For the time, the friends, the horse, the round pen, the arena!!

Thursday, January 5, 2012

GRIEIVING LOSSES DUE TO TBI---FROM TBI HOPE4U BLOGSPOST

Grieving Losses Due to a TBI

http://tbihope4u.blogspot.com/2011/09/grieving-losses-due-to-tbi.html

 
A person with a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) faces many challenges and losses. Grieving is the process of facing the pain and sorrow of the losses, releasing them and moving on to embrace life. Grieving is the process of both releasing the loss and receiving the comfort and encouragement to move forward.

Comfort comes as we receive love from God, family and friends. "We are mutually strengthened and encouraged and comforted by each others' faith...." Romans 1:12

With every TBI there is some degree of loss. Each injury is different, but they all have one thing in common: loss. Whatever the loss may be, recognizing the stages of grieving will help you process the loss.

Your loved one could experience losses in:
  • Physical Strength
  • Emotional Connections
  • Cognitive Abilities
  • Reasoning and Memory

Never grieve these losses alone.....
  • Find someone who will listen
  • Find someone who understands
  • Find someone who cares

Grieving should not be done alone, everyone needs someone who knows how to listen. There are nine stages of grieving that take you down into a valley. The goal is to keep moving through the valley of grieving until you are on the other side. Having someone walk with you through this process will keep you from getting stuck along the way.

Stages of Grieving
  1. Shock- This stage should last just a few days or weeks.

The Characteristics of Shock:
  • Numbness
  • No feeling
  • No Emotion
  • Lack of Energy
  • Denial
  • Withdrawal
  • Isolation

People who are in shock do not exhibit feelings of grief and mourning over loss. If you are in shock you will feel numb like your living in a fog. Life will be meaningless and empty. You may even act as though the loss never occurred. This is a form of denial, denying the reality of what has happened to you or your family member.

Symptoms of Denial:
  • Do you minimize what has happened?
  • Do you recognize the feelings of grief but minimize those feelings and try to hide them?
  • Do you try to convince yourself, “Everything is fine,” “Nothing has really changed in my life!”

Keys to Recovery
  • Share your feelings with a family member or a friend.
  • Talk about how the loss or changes are affecting you.

  1. Anger

Anger is a legitimate response to your loss. This stage can also last for several years if misunderstood or not ministered through. If you stay in this stage for a long period of time your anger begins to be projected towards others.

Types of anger:
  • Directed towards others; blames others
  • Directed toward self; guilt for what you feel you did or did not do, or should or should not have done. Excessive guilt actually blocks the grieving process.
  • Anger at God- How could He let it happen?
  1. Sadness

Sadness is a natural and healthy emotional response to loss, but it is an emotion most people try to avoid. Therefore they take on physical symptoms such as stomachaches, headaches or loss of energy. Unfortunately, many grieving individuals get stuck and unconsciously adapt the “sick person” role in an effort to get their emotional need for comfort met.

When you face what you have lost, great sadness is felt. A time of sadness is part of the grieving process that must be embraced to move to the next stage. God has promised in Psalm 30:5 that sadness will end soon and joy will come in the morning.
  1. Face the Loss

The next stage is facing the loss, “This really did happen. I really have lost something or someone that was very precious to me.” This is a major key in the grieving process.

Keys to Recovery
Make a list of losses due to your injury….
  • Personality
  • Clear Thinking
  • Friends
  • Mobility
  • Job


Facing the reality of what has been lost is hard as you notice on the grieving chart you are almost at the bottom and that is how it feels, you feel like you are hitting bottom. You finally realize that everything has changed and everything will be different.
  1. Forgiveness

Forgiving others is the next stage of grieving. This is the turning point, when you pass through this stage you will begin to go up hill from this point on. Who do you forgive?
-        Forgive the one you are blaming for the loss
-        Forgive yourself if you still blame yourself
-        Forgive God if you are blaming Him

Forgiveness is a major part of grieving because you can't fully grieve what you have lost until you have forgiven the one or ones you are blaming for this loss.

Types of anger:
  • Directed towards others, blame others 
  •  Anger at God- How could He let it happen?
  • Directed toward self; guilt for what you feel you did or did not do, or should or should not have done. Excessive guilt actually blocks the grieving process.
  1. Release

Once you have forgiven, then you can begin releasing what or who you have lost. To release means you let them go, you are no longer trying to hold on to them and control the outcome.
  1. Facing Reality of the Loss

Many people get confused when they face the loss again, they may feel some of the same emotions as before such as sadness, or anger. But if forgiveness has been accomplished you will pass through this stage very quickly.

Every time you face the loss you must make the choice to grieve and release it again. When you do not have the opportunity to grieve losses, they will begin to pile up, one on top of the other. Instead of processing each loss as it comes, piling them up will cause depression, hopelessness and despair and may even lead to mental and physical problems. In this state even small losses will seem monumental. This is why it is vitally important to deal with and grieve each loss as it occurs.
  • Don’t let things pile up
  • Deco pressurize- talk things out daily
  • If you feel sad, talk about it

When you do no have the opportunity to grieve losses, they will begin to pile up, one on top of the other.
  1. Final Release

At some point in time it is important that a final release takes place. When this happens you will actually feel as if a heavy weight has been removed. This bring you to a place of accepting that life will be different. You will feel lighter, more at peace, and begin to have an increased hope and expectation of what God is going to do in the future.
  1. Acceptance

Full acceptance will come in time. The reality is that life is different. As you have gone through the grieving process you have gained strength to be able to accept your new life with the changes. Acceptance brings a lasting peace to your heart and mind.

Keys to Recovery:
  • In time…and in every situation, when we put our faith in God, He will work all things together for good.
  • Make a list of things and people you are thankful for.
  • If you practice having a thankful heart each day, with God’s help you can overcome the difficulties of each day.

“And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:7

Article Written By: Denise Boggs

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

APHASIA- inability to speak or express oneself in words.

APHASIA- inability to speak or express oneself in words.


APHASIA 
aphasia /apha·sia/ (ah-fa´zhah)

  • defect or loss of the power of expression by speech, writing, or signs, or of comprehending spoken or written language, due to injury or disease of the brain centers. ind, due to disease of the auditory center of the brain.
  • in which speech is well articulated and grammatically correct but is lacking in content.

  • a type of speech disorder consisting of a defect or loss of the power of expression by speech, writing, or signs, or of comprehension of spoken or written language, due to disease or injury of the brain centers on the left side.


Definition
Aphasia is condition characterized by either partial or total loss of the ability to communicate verbally or using written words. A person with aphasia may have difficulty speaking, reading, writing, recognizing the names of objects, or understanding what other people have said. Aphasia is caused by a brain injury, as may occur during a traumatic accident or when the brain is deprived of oxygen during a stroke. It may also be caused by a brain tumor, a disease such as Alzheimer's, or an infection, like encephalitis. Aphasia may be temporary or permanent. Aphasia does not include speech impediments caused by loss of muscle control.

Description
To understand and use language effectively, an individual draws upon word memory-stored information on what certain words mean, how to put them together, and how and when to use them properly. For a majority of people, these and other language functions are located in the left side (hemisphere) of the brain. Damage to this side of the brain is most commonly linked to the development of aphasia. Interestingly, however, left-handed people appear to have language areas in both the left and right hemispheres of the brain and, as a result, may develop aphasia from damage to either side of the brain.


Broca's aphasia results from damage to the frontal lobe of the language-dominant area of the brain. Individuals with Broca's aphasia may become mute or may be able to use single-word statements or full sentences, although it may require great effort.
Wernicke's aphasia is caused by damage to the temporal lobe of the language-dominant area of the brain. People with this condition speak in long, uninterrupted sentences, but the words used are often unnecessary and unintelligible.

Stroke is the most common cause of aphasia in the United States. Approximately 500,000 individuals suffer strokes each year, and 20% of these individuals develop some type of aphasia. Other causes of brain damage include head injuries, brain tumors, and infection. About half of the people who show signs of aphasia have what is called temporary or transient aphasia and recover completely within a few days. An estimated one million Americans suffer from some form of permanent aphasia. As yet, no connection between aphasia and age, gender, or race has been found.
Aphasia is sometimes confused with other conditions that affect speech, such as dysarthria and apraxia. These condition affect the muscles used in speaking rather than language function itself. Dysarthria is a speech disturbance caused by lack of control over the muscles used in speaking, perhaps due to nerve damage. Speech apraxia is a speech disturbance in which language comprehension and muscle control are retained, but the memory of how to use the muscles to form words is not.


Causes and symptoms
Aphasia can develop after an individual sustains a brain injury from a stroke, head trauma, tumor, or infection, such as herpes encephalitis. As a result of this injury, the pathways for language comprehension or production are disrupted or destroyed. For most people, this means damage to the left hemisphere of the brain. (In 95 to 99% of right-handed people, language centers are in the left hemisphere, and up to 70% of left-handed people also have left-hemisphere language dominance.) According to the traditional classification scheme, each form of aphasia is caused by damage to a different part of the left hemisphere of the brain. This damage affects one or more of the basic language functions: speech, naming (the ability to identify an object, color, or other item with an appropriate word or term), repetition (the ability to repeat words, phrases, and sentences), hearing comprehension (the ability to understand spoken language), reading (the ability to understand written words and their meaning), and writing (the ability to communicate and record events with text).


Key terms
Anomic aphasia — A condition characterized by either partial or total loss of the ability to recall the names of persons or things as a result of a stroke, head injury, brain tumor, or infection.
Broca's aphasia — A condition characterized by either partial or total loss of the ability to express oneself, either through speech or writing. Hearing comprehension is not affected. This condition may result from a stroke, head injury, brain tumor, or infection.
Computed tomography (CT) — An imaging technique that uses cross-sectional x rays of the body to create a three-dimensional image of the body's internal structures.
Conduction aphasia — A condition characterized by the inability to repeat words, sentences, or phrases as a result of a stroke, head injury, brain tumor, or infection.
Frontal lobe — The largest, most forward-facing part of each side or hemisphere of the brain.
Global aphasia — A condition characterized by either partial or total loss of the ability to communicate verbally or using written words as a result of widespread injury to the language areas of the brain. This condition may be caused by a stroke, head injury, brain tumor, or infection. The exact language abilities affected vary depending on the location and extent of injury.
Hemisphere — One of the two halves or sides-the left and the right-of the brain.
Magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) — An imaging technique that uses a large circular magnet and radio waves to generate signals from atoms in the body. These signals are used to construct images of internal structures.
Subcortical aphasia — A condition characterized by either partial or total loss of the ability to communicate verbally or using written words as a result of damage to non language-dominated areas of the brain. This condition may be caused by a stroke, head injury, brain tumor, or infection.
Temporal lobe — The part of each side or hemisphere of the brain that is on the side of the head, nearest the ears.
Transcortical aphasia — A condition characterized by either partial or total loss of the ability to communicate verbally or using written words that does not affect an individual's ability to repeat words, phrases, and sentences.
Wernicke's aphasia — A condition characterized by either partial or total loss of the ability to understand what is being said or read. The individual maintains the ability to speak, but speech may contain unnecessary or made-up words.

The traditional classification scheme includes eight types of aphasia:
  • Broca's aphasia, also called motor aphasia, results from damage to the front portion or frontal lobe of the language-dominant area of the brain. Individuals with Broca's aphasia may be completely unable to use speech (mutism) or may be able to use single-word statements or even full sentences, though these sentences may require a great deal of effort to construct. Small words, such as conjunctions (and, or, but) and articles (the, an, a), may be omitted, leading to a "telegraph" quality in their speech. Hearing comprehension is usually not affected, so they are able to understand other people's speech and conversation and can follow commands. Often, they may experience weakness on the right side of their bodies, which can make it difficult to write. Reading ability is impaired, and they may have difficulty finding the right word when speaking. Individuals with Broca's aphasia may become frustrated and depressed because they are aware of their language difficulties.
  • Wernicke's aphasia is caused by damage to the side portion or temporal lobe of the language-dominant area of the brain. Individuals with Wernicke's aphasia speak in long, uninterrupted sentences; however, the words used are frequently unnecessary or even made-up. They have a great deal of difficulty understanding other people's speech, sometimes to the point of being unable to understand spoken language at all. Reading ability is diminished, and although writing ability is retained, what is written may be abnormal. No physical symptoms, such as the right-sided weakness seen with Broca's aphasia, are typically observed. Also, in contrast to Broca's aphasia, individuals with Wernicke's aphasia are not aware of their language errors.
  • Global aphasia is caused by widespread damage to the language areas of the left hemisphere. As a result, all basic language functions are affected, but some areas may be more affected than others. For example, an individual may have difficulty speaking but may be able to write well. The individual may experience weakness and loss of feeling on the right side of their body.
  • Conduction aphasia, also called associative aphasia, is rather uncommon. Individuals with conduction aphasia are unable to repeat words, sentences, and phrases. Speech is fairly unbroken, although individuals may frequently correct themselves and words may be skipped or repeated. Although able to understand spoken language, it may also be difficult for the individual with conduction aphasia to find the right word to describe a person or object. The impact of this condition on reading and writing ability varies. As with other types of aphasia, right-sided weakness or sensory loss may be present.
  • Anomic or nominal aphasia primarily influences an individual's ability to find the right name for a person or object. As a result, an object may be described rather than named. Hearing comprehension, repetition, reading, and writing are not affected, other than by this inability to find the right name. Speech is fluent, except for pauses as the individual tries to recall the right name. Physical symptoms are variable, and some individuals have no symptoms of one-sided weakness or sensory loss.
  • Transcortical aphasia is caused by damage to the language areas of the left hemisphere outside the primary language areas. There are three types of aphasia: transcortical motor aphasia, transcortical sensory aphasia, and mixed transcortical aphasia. All of the transcortical aphasias are distinguished from other types by the individual's ability to repeat words, phrases, or sentences. Other language functions may also be impaired to varying degrees, depending on the extent and particular location of brain damage.
As researchers continue to learn more about the brain's structure and function, new types of aphasia are being recognized. One newly recognized type of aphasia, subcortical aphasia, mimics the symptoms of other traditional types of aphasia but involves language disorders that are not typical. This type of aphasia is associated with injuries to areas of the brain typically not identified with language and language processing.

Diagnosis
Following brain injury, an initial bedside assessment is made to determine whether language function has been affected. If the individual experiences difficulty communicating, attempts are made to determine whether this difficulty arises from impaired language comprehension or an impaired ability to speak. A typical examination involves listening to spontaneous speech and evaluating the individual's ability to recognize and name objects, comprehend what is heard, and repeat sample words and phrases. The individual may also be asked to read text aloud and explain what the passage means. In addition, writing ability is evaluated by having the individual copy text, transcribe dictated text, and write something without prompting.

A speech pathologist or neuropsychologist may be asked to conduct more extensive examinations using in-depth, standardized tests. Commonly used tests include the Boston Diagnostic Aphasia Examination, the Western Aphasia Battery, and possibly, the Porch Index of Speech Ability.

The results of these tests indicate the severity of the aphasia and may also provide information regarding the exact location of the brain damage. This more extensive testing is also designed to provide the information necessary to design an individualized speech therapy program. Further information about the location of the damage is gained through the use of imaging technology, such as magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) and computed tomography scans (CT).

Treatment
Initially, the underlying cause of aphasia must be treated or stabilized. To regain language function, therapy must begin as soon as possible following the injury. Although there are no medical or surgical procedures currently available to treat this condition, aphasia resulting from stroke or head injury may improve through the use of speech therapy. For most individuals, however, the primary emphasis is placed on making the most of retained language abilities and learning to use other means of communication to compensate for lost language abilities.

Speech therapy is tailored to meet individual needs, but activities and tools that are frequently used include the following:
  • Exercise and practice. Weakened muscles are exercised by repetitively speaking certain words or making facial expressions, such as smiling.
  • Picture cards. Pictures of everyday objects are used to improve word recall and increase vocabulary. The names of the objects may also be repetitively spoken aloud as part of an exercise and practice routine.
  • Picture boards. Pictures of everyday objects and activities are placed together, and the individual points to certain pictures to convey ideas and communicate with others.
  • Workbooks. Reading and writing exercises are used to sharpen word recall and regain reading and writing abilities. Hearing comprehension is also redeveloped using these exercises.
  • Computers. Computer software can be used to improve speech, reading, recall, and hearing comprehension by, for example, displaying pictures and having the individual find the right word.
Prognosis
The degree to which an individual can recover language abilities is highly dependent on how much brain damage occurred and the location and cause of the original brain injury. Other factors include the individual's age, general health, motivation and willingness to participate in speech therapy, and whether the individual is left or right handed. Language areas may be located in both the left and right hemispheres in left-handed individuals. Left-handed individuals are, therefore, more likely to develop aphasia following brain injury, but because they have two language centers, may recover more fully because language abilities can be recovered from either side of the brain. The intensity of therapy and the time between diagnosis and the start of therapy may also affect the eventual outcome.

Prevention
Because there is no way of knowing when a stroke, traumatic head injury, or disease will occur, very little can be done to prevent aphasia. The extent of recovery, however, in some cases, can be affected by an individual's willingness to cooperate and participate in speech therapy directly following the injury.

Resources
Books
Lyon, Jon G., and Marianne B. Simpson. Coping with Aphasia. San Diego: Singular Publishing Group, 1998.

Organizations
National Aphasia Association. 156 5th Ave., Suite 707, New York, NY 10010. (800) 922-4622. http://www.aphasia.org.
Gale Encyclopedia of Medicine. Copyright 2008 The Gale Group, Inc. All rights reserved.

Monday, January 2, 2012

MILD BRAIN INJURY: IMPLICATIONS FOR INDEPENDENCE

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Good bye 2011 and Hello 2012

wow a nice quiet New Years day...home with dogs just chilling in my recliner with doors and windows open :) I had a great ending to 2011 but still fatigued out from my awesome fun Friday with friend Maria (lucky for me to have a friend thats known me since I moved here bout 4 yrs ago and even luckier is that God put her in my life, she totally understands me and my tbi effected ways, shes a psychiatrist and her hub is a neurologist)  Maria and I stripped her stalls, cleaned her barn, disinfected the stalls and buckets. Yes we had lots of water and even sum food lol Then we went out to round pen and worked her very sensitive mare a Paso Fino she rescued last mare that had been underweight and hardly round humans...Maria would do the natural horsemanship ground work, showing, explaining and talking about it all to me then my turn :)))) she said I did awesome great job each time...I have basicallly been home sleeping and just laying very chilled since she brought me home...oh i get up to let my doggies out and feed water them then nap then they wake me back up as needed....oh and I have brought in the outside only dog and those that wont always nice to her are slowly adjusting to their new sister being inside all day and nite with us..... I leave the door open she could go back out but she choses to stay inside :)))) 

end of 2011

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